Grandpap's House
Yesterday morning as I walked home from a visit with my mom,
I heard pounding from across the road. The reason this got my attention is the
only things across the road are empty fields and my grandfather’s long-vacant
farmhouse.
The pounding was followed by a crash, which helped me locate
the source of the sound. Someone was on the roof, tearing off the sheeting, and
tossing it to the ground below.
I grew up in that house. I’ve written about it here before.
My grandparents have been dead for over 30 years and the house has gone through
several owners since it passed out of the family’s hands. The current owner let
it fall into such a state of disrepair that it’s now hopeless. The roof was
already half gone, thanks to windstorms. The foundation is collapsing. Most of
the windows are broken, their shutters hanging askew. The back door stands
open. The front porch has crumbled to a heap.
I used to dread the day that the place finally met its end.
Now, since I have to look at it out my kitchen door all winter long, I almost
welcome it.
Notice, I mention I only have to look at it in the winter.
Right now, it’s pretty well covered with vines. Nature is attempting to reclaim
it. Plus my own trees are in leaf, blocking my view. But once the leaves fall,
there it’ll be, in all its ramshackle glory.
Or maybe not.
There’s been a lot of odd activity over there lately.
Surveyors have been crawling over the property. The absentee landowner has been
out with his mower, clearing the shoulder-high weeds. And now, this guy on the
roof.
By the way, he quit working after only a couple of hours,
leaving the roof bare, gaping open to the heavens. As if the house weren’t
humiliated enough by its sad state.
So what’s going on over there anyway? Is the owner going to
sell the property? Or is he preparing it for the onslaught of gas drilling?
That’s my bet. I fear that instead of living in the middle
of farm country, I’m going to be transported into the middle of an industrial
park—without having to move at all. It’s happening all around us. Rolling,
wooded countryside is giving way to massive pipelines and gas processing plants
and high-tension power lines.
So I’m not just anticipating mourning the destruction of the
house I grew up in. I’m mourning the destruction of a way of life.
Progress? Yeah, I guess.
I’m not planning to stand in its way. Heck, we’ve already
leased our ten acres and could sure use some royalties. But I weep for the lost
farmland and woodlands.
I think somewhere in Heaven, my grandfather’s weeping, too.
Comments
But if your grandfather is weeping at the destruction of his house, maybe he is smiling, too, because you hold such fond memories of it. That means it was a home, not simply a house.